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 Discovery

 

It’s been several days since anyone’s heard from Meilin Lee. No entries in her journal, she hasn’t shown up at Eustace and Tifa’s café, or appeared for any of her lessons. Those who decide to finally track her down at her tree house will find the door off its hinges and thrown aside.

 

Inside? The interior is destroyed. There are claw marks on the walls, the windows are broken, and most of the furniture has either been torn apart or just thrown about. The stuffing from her pillows and plushies is strewn all over the floor. One of the few things unharmed is a small fish bowl holding a terrified fish from the Flower Festival, and a bouncing baby snowman trying to keep it company. The snowman can’t talk or give much in the way of clues, but neither living thing has been hurt, at least. The only other thing that was completely in-tact was a small CD-player – inside it is a CD of her favorite boyband, 4*Town, on their Australian tour.

 

There are ripped pages from her diary scattered about. Most of them are from happier times in Reverin, but those who inspect the pages from more recent dates – starting two months ago – will notice worrying signs within the words.

 

It’s been hard keeping up with all my lessons and now my new job, but I can’t let anyone know. I just have to tough it up. That’s what adults do. But I need to start coming up with better lies. I think some people are getting bothered by how tired I look.

 

I still can’t believe I was nominated for the Queen of the Flower Festival! It was amazing, but it also showed how many people are counting on me for my smile. They need me to be happy so they can be happy. I can’t let them know how much I’ve been crying. I can’t let anyone know.

 

I want to go home. I want to go home. I want to go home. I want to go home.

 
What if what's happening to Alastor is gunna happen to me? What if I start forgetting home? My parents, my friends, my life? I'm so scared. But I need to keep a straight face when I see him again. He's done so much for me. Everyone's done so much for me. I can't let them down. I don't want to disappoint them. 


Everyone says the Story Eater is gone, so why are we still here? Doesn’t this mean the story’s over? I’ve been here a year! A whole year! Three hundred and sixty-five days! I’ve missed my own birthday! I want to go home, but when I do, what about all the friends I made here? I don’t want to lose them. I’m scared what mom will think of them. I can’t have both worlds. I can’t choose between them. This isn’t fair. I can’t tell anyone. I can’t bother anyone with this. I’m so dumb. I’m so pathetic.

 

I want my mom. I want my dad. I want my mom. I want my dad.

 

I hate this. I hate this world. I hate everyone. I hate myself.

 

I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myselfihatemyselfihatemyselfihatemyselfihatemyself

 

The final entries are dark, blotted scrawls that are impossible to read.

 

[ OOC: Mei will not be replying to the thread.] 

 

Disaster

 

Deep in the heart of the town of Reverin, there are screams and sounds of utter destruction. People fleeing will say a giant bear is attacking the town – no, says another, it’s a giant bird! Another shouts that they must be blind, it was clearly a wolf! While no one can agree on exactly what is causing chaos, it’s clear that this creature is on a rampage and won’t stop on its own. It’s not looking for anything or trying to get at any one thing in particular – it just wants to punch, to claw, to kick, to bite, to topple, to wreck anything it can get its paws on. All that matters is wrecking anything it sees.

 

So, what is it? It is an eight-foot-tall animal… that, when provoked, changes into a different animal! When someone or something tries to stop it, there’s a POOF of red smoke and sparkles, and then a different creature stands there! But no matter what it turns into, it always has the same rich red hue on its fur, feathers or scales.

 

If anyone can get closer, the roars it makes sounds very strange… IIIIWAAAANNNNMUUUUHMAAAAAMUUUYY

 

Distract

 

No matter how hard our heroes try, Mei can’t be stopped – she doesn’t even appear to be exhausted! What other options are there? Do they have no choice but to put her down like a rabid animal?

 

But that’s when someone, perhaps several of them, may remember a vital clue from her wrecked home. Almost everything in it had been destroyed… but one odd thing had been left alone, untouched and undamaged.

 

The CD-player, and the CD within. Why were those things the only ones she didn’t rip apart and break? Could that be important? And can our valiant heroes find a way to use that in Mei’s hour of need?

 

Destress

 

As the last notes go out, Monster Mei closes her eyes and falls to her knees. She tilts her head back, and lets out a long, mournful howl – though it may just be her singing along to the final YOUUUUUUU!

 

Red smoke swirls around her, this time mixed in with the black of the noctare. It swims faster and faster around her, reaching higher and higher in the sky until she’s completely lost in the smog. Then, in one dramatic clap of thunder, it blasts apart, a huge gust of wind billowing all around her. The smoke evaporates rapidly, leaving tiny sparkles in the air that flutter down but blink out of existence before reaching the ground. There where the monster once stood is now Meilin Lee, human once more.

 

Her eyelids flutter open, and then she heaves forward, taking huge gulps of air. She then clutches her chest in horror, eyes quick to fill with tears. Her entire body shudders, and she lets out a horrible, aching sob, crumpling in on herself.  As she breaks down, it’s hard to hear what she’s saying past her cries, but it’s not hard to hazard a guess.

 

“I’m… I’m sorry! I’m so, so, sorry! I’M SO SORRY!”

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Player: Melissa
Age: 33
Contact: melcat33 (plurk) melcat33#1997 (discord)
Current Characters: N/A

Character: Meilin "Mei" Lee
Canon: Turning Red. After her friends discover The Panda.
Age: 13


Background Information: Wiki

Personality:
Mei is a confident (bragging about her A+s), perky (constantly smiling and cheerful), quirky ("And if I want to do a cartwheel, I will!") preteen who unknowingly leads a double life - the person she's with among her friends and the person she's with when with her mother. When around her group of best friends, Mei is more like her real self - she enjoys singing and dancing to boy bands, fawning over hot boys, and expresses herself freely. But when Mei is around her mother, she has to keep the things she likes a secret. She doesn't see this as a bad thing, merely that her mother has different expectations for her and there's no harm in not telling her mother things that would disappoint her. But this comes at a price - repressing a lot of her negative emotions, and at times being forced to spend less time with her friends in order to keep up with her mother's strict regiment.

While Mei normally has little trouble sticking up for herself and for others, such as when she's bullied by Tyler or (in promotional material) protesting for the environment, she finds it extremely difficult to oppose her mother, even when her mother is not around. When offered the choice to go karaoke with her friends or cleaning the shrine as she does every single day, she chooses the latter, even though she clearly wants to go to the former. She tries very hard to please those around her, often at the cost of her own happiness or safety - an example being when she knows too much Panda transformations could result in it staying with her forever, but when she realizes not turning into the Panda will cost her friends the opportunity to see 4Town, she poofs into action.

This isn't to say Mei doesn't love her mother - Mei loves her with all her heart, even when she's being incredibly smothering and embarrassing, as she knows her mother is doing it out of love. Unfortunately this is root cause of why she doesn't stop her mother's harmful behavior, as she's afraid doing so will cost her mother's love. So Mei convinces herself she also loves all the things her mother forces on her, and it's only when the Panda enters her life that she finds the will to step outside of her mother's circle and think about what she wants and who she really wants to be.

As for The Panda, at the canon point I'm taking her from, Mei has conflicting feelings about it. She's terrified of the damage she causes in that form, as well as having convinced herself that others will fear and hate her for it. Since she can't control it, she develops a rather deep self-loathing that sees herself as a failure and a disappointment to her parents. However, her friends openly accept (and even adore!) the Panda, doing their best to assure her that they'll always love her no matter what. As a result, Mei discovers that when she feels her emotions getting out of control, thinking of her best friends will calm her down. It's telling that it's her friends are the ones who can calm her, and not her own mother. On a level Mei doesn't want to acknowledge, she knows her mother has a limit where she could stop accepting her daughter. Also, just because her friends accepted her doesn't mean the whole world will... but on that point, she's not 100% sure. Her whole world's been rocked.

So, what is the Current Mei like? She knows she's smart and talented, and if she focuses on those points, she's sure everything will be fine. But she's still afraid of releasing The Panda, and will do whatever she can to hide it. But now that she knows mom isn't always right nor will she always be there for Mei, she's unsure of how to move forward. She's scared of the future, but not enough that she can't make the first step forward. She wants a life, her own life, but is taking baby steps towards it.

... she's also a tiny bit boy-crazy. But I'm sure in a game where the cast is 95% bishōnen, that won't be an issue...

Abilities & Inventory:
Abilities:
Her ability to turn parts of her/her entire self into a giant Red Panda, which comes with Super Strength. This is powered by strong emotions, both positive and negative.

Inventory:
A backpack containing the following supplies - her flute case (with flute), 4Town magazine, and a CD Player with the 4Town Australian Tour on it.

Suitability & Plans:
This is my first time playing Mei, so it's a mixture of nervousness and excitement. I think having her being "forced" to make friends outside of her school environment will be good for her and interesting, as well as discovering here instead of the Locker Scene that other people will accept the Panda. Since this is an entire game where Emotions are Power, someone who is struggling to repress parts of herself should make some unique repercussions and development.

Also, this will have been the longest she's ever been away from her family, so that's definitely going to have a toll on her, and as she learns from outside sources that what Mom has been ingraining in her isn't... great. For example, she'll definitely freak out over being unable to study and her grades dropping despite being told (SEVERAL TIMES) that won't be an issue. So overall, the plan is for her to develop new friendships and realize she has nothing to be ashamed of. It'll take a while for the latter to stick, but what's a good game without any drama?

Test Drive Sample: Sample

Questions: how long can I get away with the "its gunna be mei" gag before I get kicked out of the game

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